kerna aku adalah aku . dan bukan orang lain

betul

orang kate hati lelaki itu keras

takkan mudah terusik jika disentuh

takkan mudah rasa tercabar jika ada yang datang bertandang

 benar

dan kadang-kadang aku teringin begitu

aku teringin rasa seperti tidak ada apa-apa

aku teringin rasa seperti ingin berlalu pergi tanpa merasa angin dek hentaman ombak di pantai

tetapi

ternyata aku bukan begitu

aku bukan seperti mereka

kerna aku adalah aku

dan bukan orang lain

p/s: himpunan karya sulung teruna yang tak tahu bersastera....

My promise to you...

i will never steal from you

i will never lie to you

i will never cheat on you

but if i must steal, i will steal away your sorrows

but if i must lie, i will lie with you all the nights of your life

but if i must cheat, i will cheat death

because i couldn't live a day without you

i love you :)

Knock2, who's there?

Its been a long time since i last updated this blog, haha. awal2 dulu bukan main la berazam nak post selalu la, nak cerite kisah2 menarik la. well, biaselah manusia kan. nak dapatkan sesuatu senang je, tapi nak maintain n makes sure sesuatu bende or entiti yang kite punye tu berfungsi dengan baik, agak susah. ape orang kate, ibarat hangat-hangat tahi ayam. mule2 panas tapi lame2 sejuk. seperti tidah menghargai ape yang kite sudah ade, sentiase nak kejar bende2 yang tak confirm kite akan punye.


cakap pasal hargai or penghargaan ni, berape banyak orang dalam dunia ni yang betul2 menghargai cinta yang die ade dan merase cinta yang die beri selame ini dihargai oleh pasangan? kalau ade yang rase begitu, tahniah saye ucapkan. anda adalah antare golongan2 manusia yang sangat bertuah. tetapi, kite sedar ade juga yang tidak bernasib baik macam golongan2 ini. 


ape yang saye nak cakap kat sini adalah untuk tidak give up, akan sentiase ade seseorang (or kalau bertuah lagi a few people :p) yang Allah sudah tetapkan untuk anda. setiap yang berlaku itu ade hikmahnye, am i right? setiap kali Allah turunkan hujan kat muka bumi ini, Allah akan jelmakan pelangi do sebalik mentari.

IKLAN: JANGAN BUKAK BUKU NI PULAK, SANGAT BAHAYE!!!!

last words, tutup buku lama, bukak buku baru! cheers folks!

otak berjalan, tangan tak dapat menaip...

banyak bende nak tulis,

 from insiden berdarah di bulan puase, 

and about the miracles of 7/2/2010, 

and many more,

but the words just cant come out.

 maybe later.

bubye...

The Love We Got

My heart she takes

She'll always be my baby

We may bend, Won't break

but we got no one else to take

She's the sun when my day is low

I'm her picture in front front row

Her love is the center of my attention 

See i dont know what she'd do for me

That girl is my everything

We argue, we fight

Then we make up by the end of the night

Dont even speak it speak it

we know what we got

And i love her, she loves me

And this is how love should be

im down for the love that she got that

and she stays down for the love that we got

i love her, she loves me

And this is how love should be

she's embebed in facebook

everytime she speaks she blows me away

Dont care what people say

as long as shes in the same place where i lay

see ill be as that goes

i'm her prince shes my princess

and no matter what you think about love

time wont outlast us

see yall dont know what she do for me

and im tellin you shes my everything

we argue we fight

then we make up by the end of the night

yall dont know what we got

The miles I'd walk for her are infinite

Ill run circles around the world

And everyday im beside her feels heaven sent

And all else is irrelevant

So keep on exsuding your love on to me

And i love him,he loves me

And this is how love should be

im down for the love that he got that

and he stays down for the love that we got

i love him,he loves me

And this is how love should be

im down for the love that he got that

and he stays down for the love that we got

Male version of "The Love We Got"

by: Zwan Ames

I HATE STUDYING BECAUSE.....

when a good friend calls for help...

Tuesday; 4.30 am...

 i got a call from a really good friend of mine who ive known for a very long time. 

Die ni boleh dikategorikan as seorang yang agak susah nak luahkan perasaan or ceritekan masalah die kat orang lain. Tapi semalam, he was different. his voice pun mcm sebak je. but why...

D: salam wan, ko dah tido ke?

Me: eh. belum lagi. aku ade wat keje sikit. nape ni? 

D: aku ade bende nak cite kat ko ni. aku x tau nak cite kat sape dah....

Me: cakap2. aku ade kat sini. dulu pun ko banyak tolong aku kan. keje pun nak abis dah ni, esok leh sambung lagi. ha, ape die?

D: aku dah putus ngan M....

Me: .......

frankly speaking, i am not the right person to give any nasihat and kate2 pujangga untuk sejukkan hati die or bagi die harapan baru. sebab aku pun masih dalam proses nak belajar perihal2 percintaan ni (n thanx again to cik coklat coz sanggup belajar bersame ;) tapi there's one simple thing yang aku ade cakap kat die yg membuat die terdiam and cakap....

D: betul gak ape yg ko cakap tu. 

aku rase aku dah paham macam mane Tuhan nak bagi kite kebahagiaan... :)

and from his last words from last night's call, i know that i have helped someone to be happy again, even though what i did was just offer him a door to help him regain back his happiness. 

D! aku tahu kau mesti boleh lalui semue ni!!!! :)