And the blows keep on coming...

...and when you sort of deal with one problem, in comes another.

Keeping my fingers crossed and hoping against hope is all I can do right now.

Playing God

Playing God by Paramore

Taken from the album~"Brand New Eyes"

Can't make my own decisions or make any with precision

Well, maybe you should tie me up so I don't go where you don't want me

You say that I've been changing, that I'm not just simply aging

Yeah, how could that be logical?

Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat

You don't have to believe me

But the way I, way I see it

Next time you point a finger

I might have to bend it back

Or break it, break it off

Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

If God's the game that you're playing

Well, we must get more acquainted

Because it has to be so lonely... to be the only one who's holy

It's just my humble opinion, but it's one that I believe in

You don't deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you

You don't have to believe me

But the way I, way I see it

Next time you point a finger

I might have to bend it back

Or break it, break it off

Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

This is the last second chance

(I'll point you to the mirror)

I'm half as good as it gets

(I'll point you to the mirror)

I'm on both sides of the fence

(I'll point you to the mirror)

Without a hint of regret... I'll hold you to it

I know you don't believe me

But the way I, way I see it

Next time you point a finger

I might have to bend it back

Or break it, break it off

Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

I know you won't believe me

But the way I, way I see it

Next time you point a finger

I might have to bend it back

Or break it, break it off

Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

And check out the video, its awesome and sooooo deep. Click here :)

Not every love story has a happy ending.

Katie Kirkpatrick, 21, resisted the pain of cancer to celebrate the happiest day of her life. Katie had chased cancer, once only to have it return-to clog her lungs and grab hold of her heart. Breathing was difficult now, she had to use an oxygen tank. The pain in her back was so intense it broke through the morphine that was supposed to act as a shield. Her organs were shutting down but it would not stop her from marrying Nick Godwin, 23, who was in love with Katie since 11th grade.

Nick, left, takes a moment of rest while his bride Katie, right, gets an intravenous procedure to reduce the amount of fluids her body is retaining at McLaren Regional Medical Center in Flint on January 12, 2005. Nick who works night shift as a Lapeer County Sheriff’s deputy took Katie to the medical center after a night’s work, three days before their wedding.

Katie, puts on some earings a few minutes before walking down the aisle to marry Nick who she had known since 11th grade, at Church of Christ in Hazel Park on Saturday January 15, 2005.

Dave Kirkpatrick gives the thumbs up to his new son in law while admiring the couple with his wife Niki Kirkpatrick, right, after Nick and Katie got married at Church of Christ in Hazel Park on Saturday January 15, 2005.

Katie, right, gets serenaded by her new husband Nick, and his best men during the wedding party on the dance floor at Boulder Point Golf Club and Banquet Center in Oxford, MI, on Saturday January 15, 2005.

Katie and Nick, cuddle up for a moment while waiting for the wedding photographer to get ready after getting married at Church of Christ in Hazel Park on Saturday January 15, 2005.

Katie, center, rests for a few moments during her wedding party at Boulder Point Golf Club and Banquet Center in Oxford, MI, on Saturday January 15, 2005. Katie was exhausted. Her face looked as white as her gown.

Five days later, Katie died. She did not let sickness stop her from living, take away the hope or faith that made her believe she had a future. She had a lovely wedding and she had love and she gave love and love doesn’ t die. And that is how Katie beat cancer.

Karutan 2: Spongebob Squarepants a.k.a. Spongebob Sluar Kkotok!

Captain:	Are you ready kids?
Kids:	Aye-aye Captain.
Captain:	I can't hear you...
Kids:	Aye-Aye Captain!!
Captain:	Oh! Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
Kids:	SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain:	Absorbent and yellow and porous is he!
Kids:	SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain:	If nautical nonsense be something you wish...
Kids:	SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain:	Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!
Kids:	SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain:	Ready?
EveryBody:	SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants!
Captain:	SpongeBob.... SquarePants! Haha.

Versi Kelate (LMFAO)

Ready dok budok-budokkkkk? Ho laa, keptenn! 

Gaaapo diiiooooo? HO LAA, KEPTEN! 

ooooooooo......

Podio dok dalae buohlanah bowoh laut?Spongebob Sluar Kkotok! 

Sene meresap bewarno kuninggg..

Spongebob Sluar Kkotok!

Kalu demo suko bendo laut hok ngarut..

Spongebob Sluar Kkotok!

Pah mari la pakat nnopat supo ikae..

Spongebob Sluar Kkotok! 

Ready?

Spongebob Sluar Kkotok,Spongebob Sluar Kkotok,Spongebob Sluar Kkotok,Spongebobbbbbb Sluar Kkotokkkkkk!!!

Sesuatu yang aku patut lakukan dari dulu lagi (kecek Kelate atau Ganu).

Assalamualaikum, 

Aku dah hidup atas bumi Terengganu (will be noted as Ganu from here on) lebih kurang 2 setengah tahun. Dan aku ade lebih kurang satu semester saje lagi kat UMT, lepas tu aku rase dah tiade kat Ganu dah kot. Maybe sambung belajar, maybe dapat tawaran kerja. Who knows. Tapi yang aku pasti, selepas ni, aku nak cari peluang teruskan hidup selepas graduasi dekat negeri lainlah, KL or Perak maybe. Haha, bukan ape, rase hati mahu cari angin baru (macam la 10 tahun aku duk kat sini lak). 

Tapi, perkara yang selalu bermain dalam fikiran aku ini adalah, nanti, lepas aku graduasi, adakah kawan-kawan atau ahli keluarga aku akan bertanyekan soalan ini....

Soalan: 

Wan, kau tahu x cakap loghat orang Ganu ni? Memandagkan kau dah 3 tahun duduk sane, cakap la sikit, saje kami nak dengar...

Jawapan: 

Boleh la sikit-sikit...(Padehal, kadang-kadang bile aku mahu cakap Ganu, aku tercampur sikit dengan loghat Kelantan pulak. Dan ade sorang kawan rapat aku, orang Kelantan, bile dengar aku cakap, die akan ketawe dan cakap aku nye slang macam orang Siam cakap Kelantan. Haha.Tu belum tambah lagi dengan orang yang gelak aku cakap macam kartun...=.=)

Jadi, mulai hari ini, aku dah beriltizam untuk cube sedaye-upaye untuk belajar sehabis boleh bahase percakapan sehari-harian orang pantai Timur, especially Ganu dan Kelate. Pahang ade loghat ke? Xpelah. haha...

So, nota di bawah ini akan membantu aku dalam misi ini. Berjaye atau tidak, nantikan....

Kesimpulannye, KECEK KELATE KO GANU KO, BUKE/BUKANG BERAT NANANG PUNG!

Haha, aku dah agak ade something wrong  ngan ayat kat atas. 

Macam hybrid Ganu dan Kelate. :p

Rindu mahadewa...

Denting yang berbunyi dari dinding kamarku

sedarkan diriku dari lamunan panjang

Tak terasa malam kini semakin larut 

Ku masih terjaga

Sayang kau dimana aku ingin bersama 

Aku butuh semua untuk tepiskan rindu

Mungkinkah kau disana merasa yang sama 

Seperti dinginku di malam ini

Rintik gerimis mengundang kekasih di malam ini

Kita menari dalam rindu yang indah

Sepi ku rasa hatiku saat ini oh sayangku 

Jika kau disini aku tenang

Karutan 1: Nenet a.k.a The Pendrive Vodoo Doll

Guys, this is Nenet. 

Sepanjang hidup aku, aku rase dah pernah ade lebih 10 pendrive. Yang aku ingat, my first pendrive was a gift from my dad when i was still in form 3. And what happened to all of them? Kene curi la. Yes, i've lost them. huhu. Maybe it's not a big deal to you, tapi kalau dipikirkan balik, if aku still hilang pendrive, and then beli lagi yang baru, agak2 nye dah berape RM yang aku dah habiskan. Haha. 

And here comes Nenet. Actually he is a farewell gift from a staff at MARDI, during my pracatical there. And funny thing is, he looks like a voodoo doll. Yep, the one yang selalu ade dekat Haiti and many african countries yang diorang boleh symbolizekan the doll as a person yang diorang nak hex or sihirkan. Huhu. But Nenet is not that kind of doll, he's a keeper type of doll. Aku dah kasi jampi sikit kat die supaye pendrive aku yang latest ni (beli time PC Fair kat KT awal2 semester tahun ni) tak hilang and sesape yang curi akan putus tangan sesape yang terambil akan pulangkan dekat aku balik.

Pendrive hitam brand Kingston Transcend ni 4GB memori die. Cukup la nak letak documents or movie and games bende2 penting yang dapat bantu aku dalam my studies. Yang paling penting sekali item dlm pendrive ni, is my final year project stuff. Huh, kalu hilang ni tak tau lah aku. Tapi, selagi ade Nenet, I believe pendrive aku x hilang. Of course, I've learnt from my mistakes, aku dah siap2 buat backup data2 dalam pendrive tu. 

Haha, mengarut je aku malam2 ni. 

Otak dah jadi tak betul esok ade test. :p